you will be a memory.

o BOY

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 12:13:29 GMT

now that i live in la i have 2 bare hand (BEAR HAND RARRR) picking up shadows shit everytimei walk him. its ok.

only OK

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 19:57:27 GMT

I was at court today clearing up some things with my driving record. I'm so glad that im sober these days because i see from all thoes people there that substance abuse causes you a shit load of problems. Also, i saw a guy there i was at rehab with. He informed me that he was in there because he had a drunk driving. His drunk driving was from after he was out of rehab. At that moment i felt blessed because im not back out there using like i was. It was like a moment of clarity.

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 19:58:25 GMT

Things are on the up and up. im enjoying life for the most part. lots of growth is happening on my part as of late.

your no longer a memory, you have faded much quicker then expected.

i crash my car everyday the same way.

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 20:13:37 GMT

You have become a memory. I hope you fade quickly.

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 04:22:34 GMT

Things are going really good these days. I'm happy for the first time in a while. Thats about all i have to write.

I'm single for the first time in over a year!!!

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 01:27:56 GMT

Taking down your pictures is the hardest thing i've ever had to do.

Mon, 23 May 2005 16:41:49 GMT

his life is falling down into a million peices. the rain falls down out side into a million peices . no one saw it coming. only thoes who pay attention will see when its gone. but never the less, it will be absent from their minds once it has passed. the smoke from his cigerett makes beautiful designs when it is exhaled, the randomness makes it beautiful.
"there is no way out" he says, the only witness a dear that has been observing his actions since he steped out side. the cold metal of the gun in his hand. fantastic images are playing in his head. thoughts of ending it.

****the gun is fired, the blood makes beautiful designs when it is forced from his head, the randomness makes it beautiful. only thoes who pay attention will notice when it is gone. the rain that is.****

right now it ends, he says to himself. the rain or me.

he looks around with no end in sight. no end of the pain, hurt, guilt. but most importantly, the rain.

a sharp, piercing sound fills the air.

the dear continues watching, the only observent to what has happened.

beautiful designs of red have been sprayed on the wall behind him.

the randomness makes them beautiful

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 07:47:53 GMT

Portugal

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 02:20:26 GMT

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 05:25:36 GMT

most of my friend ships are going to the shitter, but if they really ment something, then they wouldent, right?

pshhhhhh i could care less.

do it baby, just do it.

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 21:39:22 GMT

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 03:17:04 GMT

DontForgetWendys: how did the pre trial go
DontForgetWendys: ?
lor3de 67: good
lor3de 67: they tried 2 get me on house arrest and get my licence taken away
lor3de 67: but my lyer bitch slaped them when they tried that
lor3de 67: bitch slaped them with his words, of course.
DontForgetWendys: haha so u have a good lawyer?
lor3de 67: yea
lor3de 67: courts are fucked up i dont like them,
DontForgetWendys: yeah i know iv gone w/dan before
lor3de 67: If time equals money and money is corrupting; therefore, time is evil!
DontForgetWendys: very true
lor3de 67: then if time is evil, and good is reguarded as being optimal for ever person, by society, then why should we even be living?

lor3de 67: ANSWER ME THIS, DAMNIT.
DontForgetWendys: im searching for the same answers
lor3de 67: mind in constant search, tell me about it.
lor3de 67: so the logical convlusion would be
lor3de 67: fuck society and money
lor3de 67: but with that comes anarchism
lor3de 67: do you concider your self an anarchist?>
DontForgetWendys: yeah i guess
lor3de 67: good
lor3de 67: so, wat are u doing on tuesday next week, caus i was planning on bringing down the government...
lor3de 67: wanted 2 know if u wanted 2 join me
DontForgetWendys: on next tuesday im bringin down the government
lor3de 67: sweet
lor3de 67: we can do it together then
DontForgetWendys: 2 is better than 1 lol
lor3de 67: YESH
DontForgetWendys: haha im out tho man peace
DontForgetWendys signed off at 11:14:04 PM.

HOLY SHIT MOTHER FUCKER?

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 04:32:29 GMT

pictures.

i might have to get my toncles taken out. the docter told me that its not as pleasent as its made out to be. after the sugery many people end up throwing up blood because of the open wound in your throte.

BUT THINGS ARE CHERRY NONE THE LESS. GOING TO HOMECOMING WITH STEPHANIE WHICH SHOULD BE FUN.
TALKed TO BRIANNA for the first time ina wile, was nice, i miss her.
u=crazy, yes, you.

i love this picture

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 03:08:38 GMT

Three Things
Created by andy and taken 8616 times on bzoink!
Three things that scare me:
1	no life after death.
2	being forgoten.
3	war.
Three people who make me laugh:
1	vince.
2	mike.
3	ryan.
Three Things I love:
1	my chrair.
2	my family.
3	all my friends.
Three Things I hate:
1	greed.
2	selfishness.
3	DUMB FUCKING PEOPLE.
Three things I don't understand:
1	people.
2	war.
3	love.
Three things on my desk:
1	phone.
2	gatorade.
3	food.
Three things I'm doing right now:
1	eating wheat thins.
2	talking to my mom.
3	thinking of stephanie.
Three things I want to do before I die:
1	pass my knowlage onto other people.
2	have kids and a family of my own.
3	have a moment of clairity.
Three things I can do:
1	what a stupid question.
2
3
Three ways to describe my personality:
1	easy going.
2	quorky.
3	observent.
Three things I can't do:
1	quit smoking.
2	stop taking my medicine.
3	like high school.
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do you agree with me on ant of this? if so, what?

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 22:12:32 GMT

gah, fuck you, fuck you all.

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 03:54:08 GMT

Startled by a knock at the door you arise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can only greet the visiter with one short statement, “hello, my first name is distance, and I really don’t care if I ever wake up again.”

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 04:47:28 GMT

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Name

Gender

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Age

Lover or a Fighter?

Fight for good or evil?

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Battle Cry

Weapon of Choice

Vehicle-mounted Chain Cannon

Appearance

Medieval Armour, cautiously aproaching

Your Battle Cry...

Is good, but isn't spoken loud enough

Foes slain upon first strike: - 10%

What you fight

Doppelgangers

You fight....

For no good reason

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Sun, 05 Sep 2004 23:07:34 GMT

no lie, a little disapointed today, no biggie tho.

just gata keep on truckin baby, keep on truckin.

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 07:47:08 GMT

things have been going pretty good latly.

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 06:50:53 GMT

your lips on mine, any time.

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 18:57:40 GMT

1. If I were a month I would be: october
2. If I were a day of the week I would be: thursday
3. If I were a time of day I would be:4 in the morning.
4. If I were a planet I would be: grape
5. If I were a sea animal I would be: seal
6. If I were a direction I would be:up
7. If I were a piece of furniture I would be: lamp
8. If I were a sin I would be: i dont even know all the sins.

9. If I were a historical figure I would be:jesus
10. If I were a liquid I would be: water

11. If I were a stone, which would I be: amber
12. If I were a tree, I would be: baboak

13. If I were a bird, I would be:falcon
14. If I were a tool, I would be:..

15. If I were a flower/plant, I would be: u alredy asked that one

16. If I were a kind of weather, I would be: a day that it just wont stop raining.

17. If I were a musical instrument, I would be: glass harmonica
18. If I were an animal, I would be: hippo

19. If I were a color, I would be: blood red
20. If i were an emotion, i would be: decieved.

21. If I were a vegetable, I would be: potato
22. If I were a sound, I would be: the sound of the persons voice that ment the world to me
23. If I were an element, I would be: ZINK

24. If I were a car, I would be: el cameno

25. If I were a song, I would be: when the sun sleep - underoath

26. If I were a movie, I would be directed by: a dead one

27. If I were a book, I would be written by: duno

28. If I were a food, I would be: potato

29. If I were a place, I would be: my home
30. If I were a material, I would be: cloth of some sort
31. If I were a taste, I would be: bitter
32. If I were a scent, I would be: unusawel, but good.

33. If I were a word, I would be: discuraged
34. If I were a body part I would be:brian
35. If I were a facial expression I would be: WTF BBQ??~!!!
36. If I were a subject in school I would be:history
37. If I were a cartoon character I would be: johny bravo, hahaha

38. If I were a shape I would be a: triangle

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 18:54:09 GMT

fan-fucking-tastic.

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 05:31:57 GMT

i want to be someone's everything.

i want someone to be my everything.

i want to lash out at someone.

wonderful night with natasha

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 05:13:30 GMT

i had a good day, took some pictures at medobroke, one turned out really weird and i think its caus that house is haunted. i took some pictures of the house for my mom, and also took some "artsy" photoes for my own pleasure, which turned out pretty good in my openion. after that i hung out with natasha for a wile and went picture taking once again, which was funner then the 1st time because i had company. fun day overall, that girl rocks!

I THINK I HAVE A VERY SERIOUS SLEEPING PROBLEM

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 09:25:21 GMT

Ok, its 5:24.

Not tired.

I wish i could just press a button and fall aslepp.

If any of you people out there are up early in the morning, gimme a call and we can hang out or something.

Once it turns to 5 o'clock i can hang out, because i can drive once its 5.

fucking shit im hungry~~~~!!!!!!!!!1