| Sunday, June 17th, 2007 |
| 5:12 am |
o BOY
now that i live in la i have 2 bare hand (BEAR HAND RARRR) picking up shadows shit everytimei walk him. its ok. only OK |
| Wednesday, January 4th, 2006 |
| 1:54 pm |
I was at court today clearing up some things with my driving record. I'm so glad that im sober these days because i see from all thoes people there that substance abuse causes you a shit load of problems. Also, i saw a guy there i was at rehab with. He informed me that he was in there because he had a drunk driving. His drunk driving was from after he was out of rehab. At that moment i felt blessed because im not back out there using like i was. It was like a moment of clarity. |
| Thursday, December 22nd, 2005 |
| 1:54 pm |
Things are on the up and up. im enjoying life for the most part. lots of growth is happening on my part as of late. your no longer a memory, you have faded much quicker then expected. i crash my car everyday the same way. |
| Thursday, December 1st, 2005 |
| 2:13 pm |
You have become a memory. I hope you fade quickly. |
| Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005 |
| 10:21 pm |
Things are going really good these days. I'm happy for the first time in a while. Thats about all i have to write. I'm single for the first time in over a year!!! |
| Thursday, October 20th, 2005 |
| 7:26 pm |
Taking down your pictures is the hardest thing i've ever had to do. |
| Monday, May 23rd, 2005 |
| 12:18 pm |
his life is falling down into a million peices. the rain falls down out side into a million peices . no one saw it coming. only thoes who pay attention will see when its gone. but never the less, it will be absent from their minds once it has passed. the smoke from his cigerett makes beautiful designs when it is exhaled, the randomness makes it beautiful. "there is no way out" he says, the only witness a dear that has been observing his actions since he steped out side. the cold metal of the gun in his hand. fantastic images are playing in his head. thoughts of ending it. ****the gun is fired, the blood makes beautiful designs when it is forced from his head, the randomness makes it beautiful. only thoes who pay attention will notice when it is gone. the rain that is.**** right now it ends, he says to himself. the rain or me. he looks around with no end in sight. no end of the pain, hurt, guilt. but most importantly, the rain. a sharp, piercing sound fills the air. the dear continues watching, the only observent to what has happened. beautiful designs of red have been sprayed on the wall behind him. the randomness makes them beautiful Current Mood: touchedCurrent Music: rain |
| Saturday, March 12th, 2005 |
| 2:46 am |
Portugal Current Music: anatomy of a ghost |
| Thursday, November 25th, 2004 |
| 9:18 pm |
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| Saturday, October 23rd, 2004 |
| 1:24 am |
most of my friend ships are going to the shitter, but if they really ment something, then they wouldent, right? pshhhhhh i could care less. |
| Tuesday, October 5th, 2004 |
| 5:38 pm |
do it baby, just do it.
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? |
| Thursday, September 30th, 2004 |
| 11:15 pm |
DontForgetWendys: how did the pre trial go DontForgetWendys: ? lor3de 67: good lor3de 67: they tried 2 get me on house arrest and get my licence taken away lor3de 67: but my lyer bitch slaped them when they tried that lor3de 67: bitch slaped them with his words, of course. DontForgetWendys: haha so u have a good lawyer? lor3de 67: yea lor3de 67: courts are fucked up i dont like them, DontForgetWendys: yeah i know iv gone w/dan before lor3de 67: If time equals money and money is corrupting; therefore, time is evil! DontForgetWendys: very true lor3de 67: then if time is evil, and good is reguarded as being optimal for ever person, by society, then why should we even be living? lor3de 67: ANSWER ME THIS, DAMNIT. DontForgetWendys: im searching for the same answers lor3de 67: mind in constant search, tell me about it. lor3de 67: so the logical convlusion would be lor3de 67: fuck society and money lor3de 67: but with that comes anarchism lor3de 67: do you concider your self an anarchist?> DontForgetWendys: yeah i guess lor3de 67: good lor3de 67: so, wat are u doing on tuesday next week, caus i was planning on bringing down the government... lor3de 67: wanted 2 know if u wanted 2 join me DontForgetWendys: on next tuesday im bringin down the government lor3de 67: sweet lor3de 67: we can do it together then DontForgetWendys: 2 is better than 1 lol lor3de 67: YESH DontForgetWendys: haha im out tho man peace DontForgetWendys signed off at 11:14:04 PM. Current Mood: chipperCurrent Music: chipper, like the dipper. |
| Saturday, September 25th, 2004 |
| 11:52 pm |
HOLY SHIT MOTHER FUCKER?
pictures. i might have to get my toncles taken out. the docter told me that its not as pleasent as its made out to be. after the sugery many people end up throwing up blood because of the open wound in your throte. BUT THINGS ARE CHERRY NONE THE LESS. GOING TO HOMECOMING WITH STEPHANIE WHICH SHOULD BE FUN. TALKed TO BRIANNA for the first time ina wile, was nice, i miss her. u=crazy, yes, you.      i love this picture |
| Wednesday, September 15th, 2004 |
| 11:08 pm |
Three Things | Created by andy and taken 8616 times on bzoink! | | Three things that scare me: | | 1 | no life after death. | | 2 | being forgoten. | | 3 | war. | | Three people who make me laugh: | | 1 | vince. | | 2 | mike. | | 3 | ryan. | | Three Things I love: | | 1 | my chrair. | | 2 | my family. | | 3 | all my friends. | | Three Things I hate: | | 1 | greed. | | 2 | selfishness. | | 3 | DUMB FUCKING PEOPLE. | | Three things I don't understand: | | 1 | people. | | 2 | war. | | 3 | love. | | Three things on my desk: | | 1 | phone. | | 2 | gatorade. | | 3 | food. | | Three things I'm doing right now: | | 1 | eating wheat thins. | | 2 | talking to my mom. | | 3 | thinking of stephanie. | | Three things I want to do before I die: | | 1 | pass my knowlage onto other people. | | 2 | have kids and a family of my own. | | 3 | have a moment of clairity. | | Three things I can do: | | 1 | what a stupid question. | | 2 | | | 3 | | | Three ways to describe my personality: | | 1 | easy going. | | 2 | quorky. | | 3 | observent. | | Three things I can't do: | | 1 | quit smoking. | | 2 | stop taking my medicine. | | 3 | like high school. | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
do you agree with me on ant of this? if so, what? |
| Sunday, September 12th, 2004 |
| 6:10 pm |
gah, fuck you, fuck you all. |
| Friday, September 10th, 2004 |
| 11:53 pm |
Startled by a knock at the door you arise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can only greet the visiter with one short statement, “hello, my first name is distance, and I really don’t care if I ever wake up again.” |
| Wednesday, September 8th, 2004 |
| 12:47 am |
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| Sunday, September 5th, 2004 |
| 7:05 pm |
no lie, a little disapointed today, no biggie tho. just gata keep on truckin baby, keep on truckin. |
| Saturday, September 4th, 2004 |
| 3:45 am |
things have been going pretty good latly. |
| Monday, August 23rd, 2004 |
| 2:50 am |
your lips on mine, any time. |